Why did i ever believe abstinence only?
The community standards here are fun to navigate....I was the good girl in my teens.Lost myinnocence with the man I married.Was completely niave.He was a decade older, been married twice, and already knew what he liked.I still have noidea what I like because he has never even considered I might be bored andI am not allowed to discuss anything with him.His professed high appetite was a disappointment to say the least.Took over a month to consummate the marriage and we have been roommates for years.I wonder if I am a beard.To put it mildly, I am in hell.I have put on weight to keep from cheating but even that isn't helping.I am still married, in my early 40s, wear a size 18 (But losing),fill a D cup, and am told I have a nice booty.I am not looking to leave him....yet...but I want to make up for lost time.I have no idea what I don't know and my poor Hitachi is overheating every night. I am looking for a guy with a sense of humor, ddf, who willjust have fun helping me explore my sexual interests.If your partner doesn't like what you crave, I am willing to try once or twice.Who knows, maybe I will love it too?
